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08 November 2009 @ 08:51 pm

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After work on Friday I met Julie and Robert at Pick Up Stix for some dinner. We went to their new house later with full stomachs and I got a nice tour of the place. Love it! Then off to Mama Java’s for some poetry, I met some poet friends of Julie’s who were very nice. I was ready for bed when I got home, but decided to wash the dishes and clean the cat litter. The furs were underfoot and meowing for food. They are not happy with their rationed separate food bowls placed far away from each other and tell me so every time I step in the kitchen.

I took Bash to the vet earlier in the week on Wednesday and the vet reported that his blood sugar was low. I lowered his insulin dose one unit and scheduled a follow up check in a week. I’d been keeping an eye on him since and noticed as I was about to go to bed that his whiskers were twitching.

I grabbed my glucose checker and his reading as 28, normal levels should be between 100 & 125. I poured some dry food into his bowl and he immediately started eating it. As he was eating it his back legs started to fail and he was slipping and could not stand correctly. I took Karo syrup and put it on his gums, but he was struggling to stand and looked so pitiful. I was on the phone with the emergency vet during this and they said to bring him in.

I grabbed Bash and put him in his carrier, called Jessi and drove to the vet. They took him right to the back of the office and put an IV in his arm to administer glucose into his system. Jessi arrived at the vet to sit with me around midnight.

The glucose IV restored his leg function and stopped the twitching. I left him overnight for observation. Even with the unit reduction he was getting too much insulin. This can be good in the long run because the insulin and diet are working. Best case would be that he will eventually not need insulin. The quick change happened when I stopped feeding him dry food and made sure he wouldn’t eat Bitter’s food. This caused him to need less insulin, but as a result he had this episode. It is frustrating because I went to my regular vet two days earlier to prevent something like this from happening.

I am checking his levels at home twice a day now which I wish I would have thought to do sooner. We lowered the insulin unit to 1 and he was in the high range 350, but then adjusted to 1.5 and at my last check it was going down again 149. Diabetes is a hell of a disease, it is hard to regulate with humans and they can talk. Bash tries to tell me what is going on in meow, but I still mistake it for him wanting food not him telling me he doesn’t feel well. He continues to be a trooper and an amazingly resilient feline.
 
 
Current Mood: frustrated
 
 
irena_seraphina
14 August 2009 @ 11:36 am
Roomie
Paula and Brian are almost in Phoenix. Yippee! They will be driving down from scenic Sedona any minute now! I will have two squatters in my condo this weekend. One of which will be my new room mate. Paula and I have not lived with each other for 10 years.This should be interesting. I tidied up the place last night, but did not manage to vacuum or mop the floor like I wanted too. I have alerted the furs to our new living situation and they seem restless.

Monkey Work
I am growing more and more disinterested in work and with all the excitement of the weekend approaching I can't focus on my 45 projects. After a year of being overloaded with work they have hired another graphic designer. She starts next Wednesday. I am underwhelmed and a bit relieved because I have cut my productivity in half in the last month. With the new arrival my goal is to cut another 1/4 out which should bring me to an average workers productivity level. Hooray!

Sassy Pants
Sarah is flying in from Minnesota for the weekend and staying with Jessi. I still think she lives here sometimes. At least she will for the weekend.

I Need A Nap!
I wish it were Saturday afternoon and I was napping.

Escape From Monkey Work
Lunch with Cranny today, he said he got me a gift and card for my birthday. I asked him if his mother told him it was my birthday. He said no and he has turned over a new tail. I am suspicious.

Fiesta
It seems that we will have a good showing for the Dos Leos B-day Fiesta. I am stoked!

Eating
I have not been as good with my eating this week as I should, but I plan on getting back into the swing of Eating Clean on Sunday. I just sucked down a Double Chocolaty Chip beverage from Starbucks. I feel gross. It was a weak premenstrual moment.
 
 
irena_seraphina
07 August 2009 @ 09:39 am
Chris, Nate, Brett and I went to see Food, Inc. last night. http://www.foodincmovie.com/  I think it was well filmed and put together. There were a few things I did not realize and some other information I did know. In short - off  to the Farmer’s Market I go. 

After the movie we went to a restaurant in Scottsdale Chris had dined at the other day. She found out about it at the Farmer’s Market.  It is called Digestif and is  farm to table dining. http://www.digestifscottsdale.com/ I had the Dungeness Crab watermelon, olives, mint, citrus vinaigrette with capers and mint salad. It was an interesting flavor combination and had a refreshing taste. I liked it, yet I wouldn’t go out of my way to order it again. 

Tomorrow I am headed North of Strawberry to camp and I am forgetting the name of the place..Fossil something… My friend Ellen has camped there before and it boasts a hot spring, creeks, waterfalls and I am super excited to see some water when hiking in Arizona. I worry slightly about the sleeping and bathroom portion, but I will power through. I hope it is a relaxing adventure and I do not get attacked by any wily chipmunks. 

As I drive to my nature quest, Paula and Brian will be leaving PA for AZ. They should arrive at my place by Thursday or Friday. HOLY CRAP! I will have a roommate by Saturday. Sarah is flying in on Saturday for a visit and staying with Jessi. The Dos Leo’s B-Day celebration will commence that night. Lots of fun things on the horizon! 

I also realized in the elevator this morning at work that I am about 10 to 12lbs away from the weight I would like to get too.  For the first time ever that does not seem like a hard challenge. Something in me knows I will get there and in a healthly timeframe. Woot!

 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
irena_seraphina
22 July 2009 @ 08:14 am
  1. I am starting to look forward to my workouts. (Especially  when I'm weak in the afternoon and hit up Cold Stone)
  2. Recipe site Miss Julie sent to me - http://www.101cookbooks.com/
  3. Texting is the downfall of proper dating.
  4. My muscles are in a constant state of ache.
  5. Why is cuddling up with a fur better than with a man? Maybe this is because the fur can't squish you and the purr factor.
  6. Jessi & I have settled on a joint B-day celebration - invites to follow. 
 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
 
 
irena_seraphina
21 July 2009 @ 08:44 am
Last night I had a delightful dinner with Jessi. We baked Alaskan halibut topped with carrots, zucchini, pesto and low sodium vegetable broth and added a side of tomato seasoned brown rice. Very tasty and I think I might try it again with salmon tonight.  At the condo gym a lady was watching The Bachelorette Men Tell All when we got there. What a good night!
 
I am achy today from our Sunday and Monday's workouts. We are supposed to do more weights tonight and my sore arms are not looking forward to it. Jessi used my scale to weight in on Sunday and then compared it to her certified work scale and said my scale is four pounds off. If this is correct that reduces my weight number by four pounds. WOOT WOOT WOOT.
 
I am going to stick to my scale readings though, I think if anything it is tracking the weight loss. In the big scheme of things the number isn't as significant to me as my improved health and toning up my wobbly bits. 
 
I am a bit yawny today with the rain outside. A nice little nap would do wonders for my work day. If it wasn't so hot I'd take a car nap in the parking lot at lunch. 
 
 
Current Mood: exhausted
 
 
irena_seraphina
17 July 2009 @ 03:14 pm
I got a call from Steve at National Dildo Corporation lastnight about an online survey I took. Well that is what Steve said in his introduction. I paused to laugh and asked him to repeat his name and the company name. After I confirmed the name and laughed a bit more I told him I was impressed that he hadn't cracked a laugh yet. This was followed by a no thanks. When I hung up it hit me that he had to be a friend of Paula's and I was kinda sad I didn't go with it more. She called a second later, of course it was Paula. I did speak to Steve more about the free offers and special incentives. Steve is her work friend Scott and they were at happy hour with a few people. 

I kind of miss crank calling. Caller ID and number screening really do ruin some fun moments. I expect more antics when Paula arrives in Phoenix.  Sometimes its pretty hilarious to act like you are twelve. I wish I would have responded with a, " What What In the Butt." [sighs] Maybe next time.
 
 
Current Mood: silly
 
 
irena_seraphina
16 July 2009 @ 10:25 am
Never a dull moment at the condo especially in the cat's litter boxes. I have two litter boxes currently and I clean them every other day. Last night as I was shifting out cat business I noticed something weird. I was on the phone with Sarah talking about Harry Potter when I noticed... movement.

I told Sarah I had to go due to a litter box situation. "Oh no", I thought, great one of the cats has worms! Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! As I looked closer there were a lot of worms, crawling down to the bottom of the box.

Maggots. I had maggots in my damn cat litter box. I've had the boxes outside for two years and this is a new development. The other box was maggot free thank god. I dumped all the litter and bleached the box. I think this happened because of a fern plant I have near the box that seems to attract flies.

Gross! I can't believe how quickly the little buggers hatched! Bleck.....snarf.....Arghhh!
 
 
irena_seraphina
15 July 2009 @ 09:23 am

AlbuquerqueTrip - A place we ate at.
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Lifestyle Change Notes:
I signed up for a profile on www.myfitnesspal.com today. The site is free and tracks your diet and exercise with weight loss estimations, calorie intake suggestions and progress reports. I am back on track this week with my diet. My stomach was a bit off last night. I had salsa and eggs for breakfast and a Mexican dinner loaf, the spice was probably too much for me. My abs are still sore from Monday so I am going to suggest to Jessi we swim tonight. I am holding steady around the 7 to 8lb loss range. I am determined not to cheat on my healthier eating this week.

I picked up some B-12 yesterday at Trader Joes. The dissolvable kind Chris mentioned, but could not find Iron pills there. Hopefully Sunflower will have them when I go today.

Life Notes:
Last night I was texting my friend Greg and he was wondering if I knew anyone who might want to take a road trip to Six Flags in August. I have to put the feelers out. I miss roller coasters and think it would be a fun trip. Later in the texting he told me his dog Hallie died on Monday. She was such a good girl and I felt so bad. This makes three friends now who have lost a pet in the last two months. I grabbed Bash for a long hug. He let me hug him a little longer then usual.
 
 
Current Mood: blah
 
 
irena_seraphina
14 July 2009 @ 08:57 am

AlbuquerqueTrip - I heart spelling.
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Yesterday I was in a bit of a mood. Partially because of still recovering from Tequila and a bit of Monday work-i-tus. I went to lunch later to go to Target and PetSmart to get my meds and Bash's prescription cat food. I thought going at an off time (1:15pm) would be smart and I would beat the crowds. Plus surely the pharmacy and vet at PetSmart would be open after normal lunch hours. Both were closed at 1:30pm. This combined with heat got my blood boiling.

I did manage to hang around PetSmart until 2pm to get Bash's food. I on the other hand will have to hack and sneeze. Whateves. Then I had to field a billion stupid questions via email from Bezelbub. She has returned from vacation. Joy.

After work I went to the dentist and they wanted to screen my mouth for cancer. OMG - give me a break here. No! Also I have three cavities. AHH! Two of which are underneath existing fillings. Can't I just get my teeth cleaned in peace? I opted to wait until my next appointment to deal with the cavities.

Maybe my recent love affair with Mr. Pibb and Dr. Pepper caused the cavities. In the meantime I will ferret away filling money because my insurance is all about suck. I'm going to pick up a mouth wash with fluoride and try to floss more.

Jessi came over after dinner. I made a delightful supper loaf from my Eat Clean book. Delightful. We went to the gym and did cardio, weights and abs. I felt better afterwards. I then attempted to cook some Sweet Inca Porridge for the next mornings breakfast. The first batch was mush and the second tasted like crap. I forgot to rinse off the quinoa which apparently is a very important step. I now have two pots of crappy mush in the kitchen.

Some days it doesn't pay to try.

I have high hopes for today though. My olive and mushroom scramble with toast was way better than crappy porridge this morning. I now relate that much more to Goldie Locks.
 
 
irena_seraphina
13 July 2009 @ 10:46 am

Diane's50th (30)
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The summer o' birthdays marathon continues and this weekend was Diane's turn. It was a milestone birthday and she turned a young 50. Happy Birthday Diane. The party was a good time. I drank a bit too much Tequila, went off diet and paid for it the next day. I did break even this week weight wise which is fine by me. Back on track today with another birthday approaching.


In other news I broke down and got a Flickr Pro account. Hooray! I've spent a good part of the work day uploading photos. [hee]
 
 
irena_seraphina
09 July 2009 @ 08:13 am
Suck...
 
Bash's check up yesterday showed that his sugar is still high. Up goes the insulin dose to 3ml and probably back to the vet for another check up soon. He still continues to be a good fur and tends to be bossy, demanding and angelic all at the same time. Bitters however is up to his old antics. Right on schedule too. He waits for the hottest month of the year to break out of the cat litter box enclosure. Two nights in a row he has roamed the streets only to return in the morning. Yesterday he returned after Bash ate his breakfast and the yowling from Bitters was piercing. I told him that if he isn't here for his breakfast there is no second breakfast. 
 
After work Karly stopped by for a visit and suggested I fill the holes with Styrofoam. I was thinking wood this time as I have been using cardboard boxes which get weak after a few months. I think I will try the Styrofoam as it will not require me to use power tools. In the meantime I've stuffed doormats and more cardboard to fill the gaps. I'm sure Bitters will shove at the makeshift barrier with his itty bitty head and be off again tonight. I wonder where he goes? If he has a girl?

In other news I am not hungry. Not hungry to the point of - I do not want to eat. I think it is from all the eating I am doing. Like anything you do too much, it gets old. I am going to eat through the not wanting to eat pains though. The results are in and this is working and I have more energy than I have in a long time. I do want to add an iron and B12 supplement to my multivitamin and will as soon as I get to the store. 
 
 
 
Current Mood: awake
 
 
irena_seraphina
07 July 2009 @ 09:37 am

After work yesterday I fed the furs, gave the Bash his shot and took a nap till 10pm.  When I woke I fiddled on the computer finding images for our PHUCS book. I emailed Kat two PDFs with some of my digital work. Then off to bed again to read jPod, which is hilarious. It seems to be on the CBC says Google.  http://www.cbc.ca/jpod/

I will have to check this link out at home. I was back to sleep by 1am and I feel rested. I think I have defeated the summer cold with hibernation. [crossing fingers] Lost another pound because I slept through dinner. Not a good way to do it, might gain that one back today. 


 
 
Current Mood: listless
 
 
irena_seraphina
06 July 2009 @ 09:00 am

I feel a bit under the weather, I nipped the Quil last night and I am in a bit of a haze this morning. Is it possible to be hung over from cough medicine? I think I will be completely recoved by tomorrow if I go straight to bed after work today. Good news - Beelzebub is not in the office today or all week. I forgot she was on vacation this week and finding out this morning felt like I was given a special gift from the gods. All of a sudden this cold and the pile of work I have to complete are not so bad. I feel lighter. 

Other good news is I am back to 3-Day weight. Seven pound loss and I really need to take my measurements because my pants are feeling loose. Starting week four of eating better and so far besides the cold setback I have had more energy, I’ve eaten a lot of new tasty recipes and I am back to a solid exercise routine. I couldn’t be happier and less hungry all at the same time. I am trying to encourage my parents to try to eat better and am making a care package with recipes and some food products so maybe they can get on the bandwagon. I worry about their eating. They are trying to eat better now and dad is losing weight. The more he loses the better it will be for his knees.

 
 
Current Mood: drained
 
 
irena_seraphina
01 July 2009 @ 03:00 pm
 My BFF Paula put in her letter of resignation at work last Monday. Yesterday she told me she set a date to move to Arizona. On August 8th she and her boyfriend Brian will drive out from Pennsylvania. Brian is not moving yet he took some vacation time to drive with her. Once Paula finds a job here she will get an apartment and Brain will come out with their furs. I am trying not to get too excited because this is a month out. 

Paula is going to live with me for awhile. This is a four years in the making move as they were originally supposed to move when I did. I still tell her that I won’t believe it until she knocks on my door. 

But I’m really EXCITED! 

 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
irena_seraphina
25 June 2009 @ 07:54 am
I took Bash to the regular vet yesterday because I was pretty sure his sugar was running high. It has been high for awhile and I have tried to give him more fiber and up his insulin dose, but with no real success. He has been drinking and peeing way too much. I go through a 40lb box of litter a week. Life is starting to feel like one big litter box at the condo. 

In the morning I dropped the fur off at the vet for an all day visit for a glucose curve. Basically they take blood over the course of the day to monitor his blood sugar levels. This is to see if the insulin is working properly. He started off around 300 and ended up at 600 by the time I dropped him off. Normal levels should be between 80 and 100. 

Apparently the insulin he is on is usualy not effective in cats. I am so go glad this was never mentioned before. Sarcasm aside I am a bit furious about it.  After the visit I took him home and went to the pharmacy and purchased insulin that is double the cost of the old one. This might be the reason they try the other brand first just in case it does work. Now I wait and see if this new insulin will help him. I worry because the dose is 1ml as opposed to the 3.5ml he was getting. 

If he doesn’t move for a period of time I go over and poke him to make sure he is alive. I felt like calling off work today to monitor him, but I called off last Friday. He seems fine as far as attitude and spunkiness, but a lively attitude is another sign of high sugar. Time will tell so again with the waiting. In the meantime Bitters is giving Bash the cold tail due to the vet smell. Oh Bitters.

 
 
Current Mood: aggravated
 
 
irena_seraphina
22 June 2009 @ 12:48 pm

 

1. The goat cheese & red pepper marmalade quesadillas at Sapna Cafe are fantastic. As I type this I want another.

2. BarSmith has a cool atmosphere and is usually packed, but the music lacks a certain oomph.

3. The Eat Clean Diet is sorta freakin’ awesome and what I have been trying to do with my diet for years. So far so good with my adjustment in eating I have had a four pound loss in week one. On a side note I am not a fan of egg whites.

4. Paula just gave her notice at work. She might actually be moving to Arizona. Holy Crap!
 

Sapna Cafe
1301 NW Grand Avenue
Phoenix, AZ 85007

Eat Clean Diet
http://www.eatcleandiet.com/


 
 
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Hot N' Cold - Katy Perry
 
 
irena_seraphina
08 June 2009 @ 09:54 am

Kat’s baby shower was on Saturday, Lissa hosted at her place along with Alice. It was like a big craft meeting with a few new faces in the mix. A very enjoyable baby shower, there were a few games - baby bottle chugging, guess the bump size, whose baby picture is this and baby gift Bingo! I won the guess the bump size and I have to say that Alice mixes a mean baby bottle beverage. Holy rum Alice! There were some really thoughtful funky gifts - a retro parenting book, a 100% Cylon baby outfit, a pirate outfit (Arrr), a lobster and lobster bib, lots and lots of handmade baby blankets to name a few of the items.

I crocheted a sock monkey blanket I have wanted to make for years. I finally had a deadline to work with and I think it came out nice. There was plenty of food and booze and we did not have to eat smashed up candy out of baby diapers. Hooray! We stitched individual squares made by the shower goers to make a group blanket. Good shower.

After the shower I went home to give the fur his shot and off to the bar I went to meet my friend Karly. Karly moved to San Diego a few years ago and was in for a visit. Two minutes from my house my car started making a noise. A few seconds later I realized the noise was coming from my tire. I pulled into an apartment complex, got out of my car to see a very flat tire on the front passenger side. I had my bar purse without my AAA card in it. Grr….after a few calls I managed to get AAA’s number and contact them. I figured I would be waiting a while on a Saturday night. I spoke to my friend Ellen and she offered to drive up with her boyfriend Glen and change the tire. I figured if they got there before AAA then why not.

AAA arrived in 5 minutes. It was a sign I was meant to go to the bar. There was a screw in my tire; it might have been in there awhile before it flattened the tire. I called Ellen to redirect her to the bar and we all managed to get their earlier than expected. There were a bunch of people in our group at the Papago Brewery when I arrived. Some faces were familiar, some new, I ordered a pear cider. I did not get to chat with Karly too much, but it was fun. Ellen invited her friend Chris who I met years ago at Homme Lounge. After a few hours Chris and I left and went to Bar Smith. Ellen and Glen were going to join, but Ellen hurt her knee in the morning during a yoga warm up. I sent Czarina a text about going to Bar Smith, but it was late in the night.

I did run into an old work friend Diane at Bar Smith and we caught up a bit. As much as you can with loud music playing and I met a few of Chris’s friends as well. We ended up closing the bar at 3am. Going to bed late didn’t help the next day as I woke up early to get groceries before Bash’s fur cut. The cut took two hours which made me run late with food prep for our girls outing. Chris, Sue and Jessi came over after 2pm. We got together to update our dating profiles. Darenna was going to join us, but she had a dizzy spell related to her inner ear condition.  I hope she managed to nap it off.

We were suppose to take a dip in the pool after we spiffed up our profiles, but what I did not realize was the HOA closed down both of the pools and spas at my complex. I checked my mail too late only to find out right before the get together our facility is not up to code. Something about children drowning – blah – why not ban the little rug rats from the area and let the adults have fun for a change! There is no indication on the notice when the pool will be modified. Argh! We did end up going over Jessi’s to swim so it worked out in the end. I hope they get the pool up to code soon as it is prime swimming season.  [fist waving]

 [sigh] 

Oh well – nice weekend, wish it was still happening and I wasn’t at work. 

 
 
Current Location: Work
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: The Last High - The Dandy Warhols
 
 
irena_seraphina
25 January 2009 @ 07:24 pm
On Friday morning as I was walking to my office I realized I was wearing one brown shoe and one black shoe. They didn’t feel any different to me. I got a little startled when I noticed. This might top the other day when I went to give Bash his pill and it wasn’t on the counter where I left it. I am still uncertain if I took the pill or if Bitters took the pill. I worry myself. I really do.

Later in the day on Friday we went to the Mesa Arts Center for the 30th Annual Contemporary Crafts show. Our friend Tom is exhibiting a piece in the show called Balance Box Teapot. I enjoyed the show and it was fun to explore the gallery. I had not been to it. We had a nice group of friends show up and were trying to remember when as many of us were in one spot together recently. Besides myself those in attendance were Nikki, Al, Chris, Kat, Ben, Alice, Snow, Alice’s husband, Sarah, Lissa, Tom, and Darenna.

After the show Chris, Sarah and I went to the Phoenix Comicon at the Mesa Convention Center. It was a sea of teenagers. There were rooms where you could smell the pubescence. We rocked out to Rock Band with Will Wheaton which wrapped up the night.

On Saturday, Sarah and I went to Cave Creek for a six mile hike. I’m out of shape I just about hyperventilated in the middle of it. It took a few hours to complete and afterwards I hurried up to meet Chris for a second round of Comicon. We went in time to see Chief from Battlestar Galactica. We caught a bit of the Buck Rogers panel to secure a seat for Chiefs’ panel. Buck is a bit of a douche.

I learned a few things about Chief - real name Aaron Douglas. He drank New Castle beer while he spoke; he’s funny, mentioned his crotch a lot. Chris asked him a question and later heckled him about his crotch. Hilarious! In short Chief is cool. Chris even took a picture of him giving a shout out to Brien Bear.

After Aaron’s panel we stayed for the Star Trek: The Next Generation panel and even though I never watched the show the three actors from it were entertaining enough that it did not matter. After the panels we wandered around while Chris took some great pictures of the most interesting costumes in sight. Then we left and went to Mangos for a bite to eat. It was a nice weekend.
 
 
irena_seraphina
11 January 2009 @ 08:02 pm

bash_poncho
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Bash is home. He took well to his treatments and seems to be recovering nicely. At the vets they went over his status and what I will need to do. He is on three pills and two shots a day. I start the pills and shots tonight. The pills are for his liver and should end after two weeks depending on their effectiveness. The shots are for his diabetes and will continue for the rest of his life. I wish I gave my grandma her insulin shots when I was younger. It would have been good practice. I did watch my mom do it often and once I get the hang of it all should be fine. Gram didn’t have massive amounts of gray fur covering her skin however.

As soon as we got in the car Bash went to the backseat and started washing himself. By the end of the car ride he was on my lap driving. I gave him a bath and now he is on his bed washing himself again. He will probably wear himself out with all the licking.

Bitters sniffed his butt and is peaking in on him wondering if he is really Bash or a kitty imposter. I am sure once he decides it is Bash he will be my back up kitty nurse.

All my peeps were really supportive about Bash and that helped a great deal. I think all the well wishes and thoughts made a world of difference! Thank you.

Picture Note: Bash and Ellen’s puppy Poncho last weekend in my kitchen.
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
 
 
irena_seraphina
10 January 2009 @ 12:21 pm

Bash
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When I got home Thursday night Bash did not greet me at the door with Bitters. I thought maybe he was being indignant for some reason and noticed he was in the bathroom. I purchased a new carpet for the bathroom last weekend and Bash seems to really like it so I figured he was just giving me the cold tail and enjoying his carpet. I went in to check on him because before I went to PA he seemed to be losing weight. The vet told me months ago that he should lose weight. In a way I thought it was a good thing except he felt a little bony.

He seemed tired so I left him alone and ate some dinner with Bitters on my lap and peeked at Bash occasionally. Bash stayed in the same spot for two hours. I went in and picked him up and put him in the kitchen. He hobbled back into the bathroom and onto the carpet. I did it again and again back to the carpet. I called my parents and after the call decided to take Bash to the 24-hour vet.

When I got there they examined him and said it was his liver. The skin by his ears and the whites of his eyes were yellow which I did not notice until they pointed it out. I waited while they did blood work. My friend Bill came to meet me at the office and stayed with me while I was there. That really meant a lot to me to have someone to wait with.

The blood work came back indicating a liver issue and he also has diabetes. They are treating him for both conditions and I'm not 100% sure if he will be okay. They said there was a little improvement when they checked his levels at 7 am Friday morning. At that point he was being syringe fed and on IV antibiotics and fluids. If he recovers I'll have to give him two insulin shots a day. So it is like I'll have a dog instead of cat. I'll have to be a little more scheduled.

I thought about putting him down, but if there is a chance he will recover and have more happy years then I can't do it. I love him so much it was hard to think straight when the vet was explaining his condition. Cats can live long healthy lives with diabetes. If he does not get better and seems in pain or they find that something else is wrong I'll have to reevaluate.

I visited him Friday night after work. At first he seemed the same, but when they left us alone I put him on my lap and had a talk with him. He sat there limp like the day before, but after awhile he jumped off my lap and walked around the room we were in twice. Then he had a few bites of the dry food they left with us. Bash seemed annoyed with his IV attachment and then he sat down. The nurse said he growled at her during the day so I take all of those things as a good sign and improvement from the day before when he was floppy.

I am a heading out soon to see how he is doing today. If the treatments work and he keeps getting better he might be home on Sunday.
 
 
Current Mood: sad